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[Aug. 14th, 2008|06:53 pm] |
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Blogger willl be updated. |
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[Aug. 13th, 2008|10:20 pm] |
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| [ | Current Mood |
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Theres a freaking geography test tomorrow.
Shitttttttttt.
I haven studyyyyyy.
Im too tired to study. Z.
After school today went for detention , then met Sister.
& then went for tuition.
After tuition crap with Crystal.
Wanted to sit bus & wander around & be alone.
But Venus kept on talking craps.
Z.
No choice , sat bus 40 back to my stop.
Alighted at my stop then went to walk around alone. (:
Reached home , super pissed.
I shall go & sleep now.
...
Theres no sense of belonging at all.
I dont know what is happening to me ,
Stop asking.
If i gave you my attitude , then sorry.
I understand everything now.
Can i , Shall i , Will i ?
Im just so gonna breakdown.
Im gonna get depression.
If i continue to keep everything to myself .
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[Aug. 12th, 2008|12:25 am] |
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Saturday, steppin' into the club
Somebody wanna tell DJ to turn it up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
BRIDGE:
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm going live my life (not the way you want me to)
CHORUS:
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to the beat like (What?)
I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
BRIDGE:
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I wanna live my life
Like I wanna do
CHORUS:
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)
I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)
What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live
Take this for just what it is
CHORUS:
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
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I wont trust anyone in this world anymore
Satisfied with my answer? |
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[Aug. 11th, 2008|03:00 pm] |
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想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过几次了以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念 你走以后
离开难道真的是解脱
难道真的要试过今天的以后才懂
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
如果有一刻 我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过 笑着和你挥——挥手
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[Aug. 11th, 2008|12:21 pm] |
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You better stop your freaking nonsense .
Who do you think i still love eh ?
Shutup okay.
You dont know anything , get lost.
Yes , i dont need you to care ,
Or better , i dont need anyone to care about me.
So what if i've neglected your feelings?
I like to , i want to ,
Im evil.
I told you long ago.
I love you , i miss you , i need you.
):
就算要我付出多少 , 我也会一生一世爱着你. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2008|07:42 pm] |
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School-ed & Tuition-ed yesterday.
So guai right. I know. :D
Then went home.
Forget what happened already.
(:
Forget set alarm clock today.
But luckily i woke up at 520. -.-
Then prepared , & went to meet the usuals.
Silent reading was crap.
Chatted with lionel & jason about animals? ._.
Then PW , & had emergency practice.
Simply waste of time. :\
Then blabla , after school went slack awhile then call mama bring me home. (:
Went home , then got one guy at my came my house.
He damn funny , make me laugh like hell. Lol.
Then chatted in msns with friends & bla !
Bye. (:
Anyways , cheer up sisterrrrrrrrrrrr !
Oh ya , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LKL ! ;D
So what if i ever do foolish things again?
So what if i ever cry in front of you again?
So what if i ever scream like hell again?
Would you even care?
How will it be , if my feelings for you never fades?
I love you so much .
It's like , without you, im nothing at all.
( How i wish you'll know who you are. )
):
我不要你的呵护你的玫瑰 ,
只要你好好久久爱我一遍.
可惜我永远听不懂. ): |
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[Aug. 4th, 2008|08:29 pm] |
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Dont want to blog , but for sister's sake .
Since it's her birthday. ._.
Saturday.
Churched ! :D
Went to office instead of riverwalk.
Then everyone went for their respective bible studies.
At 3 , Tingjie came to talk to us about the four dimensions thing?
Then prayed for the sheperds.
Then dismissed.
After that , everyone chiong-ed to Kallang Indoor Stadium for FOP. ( Festival Of Praise. )
Nedd walk so long . Tired. TT
Reached there already , found our seats .
Then called jason and told him to come over & sit with us. -.-
Festival Of Praise is cool.
But im pratically sleeping through it. ;x
& then went home.
Reached home at 12 am. ._.
Sunday.
Did nothing , facing the computer the whole day.!
Wanted to go bugis with cousin , but mummy dont give me money to shop. TT
So just rot at home. z.
Today.
Actually can reach school quite early , but because of the stupid hair.
Z.
But lucky didnt reach early cause nicki was quite late. -.-
Then went mama shop buy things.
School was super bored.
But at least no humanities & science ( teacher didnt come today.). ._.
D&T , Slacking.
Recess , Boring.
Literature , Screaming.
Science , Dreaming.
Music , Joking.
Maths , Passing. ( Yay ! , i pass my maths ! ) :D
Chinese , Writing.
Maths extra lesson , Correctioning.
After school , Home-ing , Bathing .
Tuition , Talking.
& then went home.
Nick sent me to the bus-stop & went off when i get into the bus.
Stupid la him.
Scare me. ._.
Theres a dont know what thing ,
That looks like a stick piercing through a dead person. :\
Lol.
Dont know what to post.
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Lastly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER !
Oh yeaaaaaaaa , Moo Meh, ._.
You'll be stronger & stronger each day. Lol.
我很快乐.
请不要再说爱我.
别再触碰我心里还未伤愈的角落.
习惯一个人的我.
并不是缺你不可.
如果你是爱我的.
就别让自己再犯错.
我已经把失去的当成了一种收获.
悲伤的剧情太多.
曾经都侵袭着我.
倔强抬起头, 不让眼泪往下流 ;
倔强说不痛 , 假装什么伤都没有.
I love you Baby.
If only i can tell you how much i love you , i miss you & need you.
& every single thing i do , reminds me of you.
I'll be okay , go find your love today.
Searching everywhere.
Tell me you've done your best for me.
Hold my hands & give me your words. |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2008|12:44 am] |
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Shall post tomorrow.
I cried 2 times ,
Just for you.
You treated me as if im invisible.
I just love you so much la boy.
<3
Understand me cann?
D:
Different colour is refering to different people. ._. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|07:40 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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What if i say he's you ?
What will your answer be ?
Im just afraid of the answer i'll get okay.
I'll rather love you secretly ,
& be so close like hhow we are now.
Than to let our friendship drift apart.
Something's missing in my heart ,
& thats you , boy.
I've fallen , & i cant get up.
Help me ?
Understand ?
D: |
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[Aug. 1st, 2008|06:06 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | lonely | ] |
I love friday la ! -.-
After school.
I skipped detention. again.
Zzz.
Went to tm with honey & lionel after school.
They went to buy their birthday present. ._.
After buying their presents , went to eat.
Then went starbucks. :D
Danny & Yanxin & Zihui came , then honey go with them & i went home !
Why is there so many August babies? -.-
I dont feel like seeing you. (:
I dont like to see you.
Get away from me mans !
I miss you la , boy. TT
I love you ! <3
Can i ?
路太弯梦在转 , 错过的人已不再.
路太弯爱在转 , 明知忘记会很难.
以为我会习惯 , 一个人的安全感.
找不回拥抱的形状. |
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